STILL RAMBLING

(A small piece that I am still dabbling with)

I have lived my life;
Now I await its demise
I will breathe the air of this world for as long as
there is flutter in my heart
I am reconciled to my decisions and choices
All my wishes had been fulfilled and ask nothing more
Desire is a devil and difficult to exorcise him, and
There are few left in me; after all I am a human
I pursue in fulfilling them
Till the oil ebbs away from the wick
Regret, yes there is, for not able to have
My current thoughts at a stage earlier
How had I squandered on petty things
I love to serve my utmost best
To all those who come to see me
Thereby deriving happiness and solace
May be this is my nirvana
Appreciations and gratitude in abundance to
Muyu, Mayeh, Boyati and Saras
For allowing me to throw tantrums with authority
Care and love and immaculate joy to
Daffodil, Kohinoor, Copperfan, Jojo. Cyber City Boy
a beautiful next generation
Saras, a thoughtful memory
I find it very difficult to express
My feelings about you
My love to you defies any descriptive language
You are that special to me

நீ இல்லையே நான் இல்லையே still rings true

Love namaskaram
Let me end to say
That purity in love in a given relationship
is the quintessence for us to strive
A dignified living
All doubts resolved and passions spent
My apology, gratitude and appreciations
To all those who had some way
guided and altered me
To live a pleasant life
For me the carnival is over

Namaste வணக்கம்

PONDERING FRAGMENTS

Art of Living - It is a difficult task to jump from one groove to another, but shall go on trying to see the other person as a human being first, without placing any descriptive words like, race, religion, rich, poor, educated or not, connected to somebody, etc. To live a life in all its simplicity and form. Avoiding politics and commercial games. Indulging in learning new things on completion of one subject, like after HTML go for JAVA, than maybe motor mechanic and so forth; but NEVER stopping to learn. My interest lays in reading, music, gardening, and Do it Yourself works. Pets nil. Do not wish to curtail their freedom.

Quotation - The rest of the world is not worried about us. It will act to take what it wants, and push us into a particular slot. It is our ingenuity to see through their ploy, that would give us a leeway of keeping one step ahead. In this instance being selfish is more prudent.

Why don't you belief in God - This is still a burning question is it not? I had not mentioned in my presentations that I do not believe in 'GOD'. Only that I do not agree with the definition of GOD. I will believe when my senses or intellect concurs in the existence of the REAL GOD and not in the meanings of the word
'God' or 'Goddesses' as currently defined in Hinduism. As for other 'GODS' does not concern me, nor do I want to delve in their doctrines.